In that one year, W knows a fellow villager A, A will ensure safety in a hotel, person is tall and big and tall and strong, still calculate go up is handsome. But beer is drunk , has a little put on weight. They have had a chat together for some of days. W knows that A is demobilized soldier, home is in county town , wife when the certain unit work of county town. A is more very good and more than W , talks sometimes with W as big elder brother , again resembles friend and W sometimes to talk , the matter of what school, like to read what book, still have for the view of living for life, he talks with W. W feels that gets along well very much with A. W feels that is meeting outside a friend and fellow villager that can so get along well , is true and good. But W has not thought that so, the friend of fellow villager that can get along well can let her heart be injured. W is very simple, she knows for man few. Her is to want to seek friend and wholehearted friend, chat merely when having time in, dispel heart is lonely.
Seashore Zhi city, go necessary in summer the swimming of nautical mile. After W many fellow villagers going home from work, or in the morning about companion goes the swimming of nautical mile. W will not swim , also wants to study swimming, but again not think with good intention follow them.
In afternoon of a Sunday, A again comes to seek W , play. W accompanies him, is chating downstairs , have beverage. Do not know how to talk, that day has mentioned the matter of swimming. W says that studies swimming, but nobody teaches her. A says that he can swim , he may teach her. So, they buy swimming suit recently , then go to seaside to swim.
The seashore of summer, evening has a lot men and women, soak bath always less in nautical mile. The sun has not taken off mountain completely yet , but has looked very tired appearance. He wants to have rested.
It is near that seashore is away from W dormitory, can't walk for 20 minutes have arrived. W they coming seashore, lockering room have changed swimming suit to come out. A has changed swimming suit in her such as surface. A sees W dress swimming suit come out a moment, eye stares at W to see , eye is put solely. W sees that A so sees to not think by oneself very with good intention. It is the first time that she wears swimming suit , lets man see that self is so for the first time. Though, he has no opinion for A, but A is man after all, this W is clear at heart. W a little regrets own momentary painstaking effort at heart tide. But come install. W is such a person.
They have
It does not be opened that W restricts very much , puts for a long time. A says: Relax , is not important to open. A is in the process of religion , wanting always have no intention touch the body of W, W does not want very much , but again does not say well. She also does not know how others teaches to swim religion, perhaps, it is so to teach to swim. When A returns , says from time to time what words some of her body growth gets. W is not glad very much , wants to go ashore very much. But reconsider and give up an idea to think, perhaps, A has no other meaning. Want W to say: Calling him do not want such words. W is also hard to say very much to export. W is such wood Ne. W is just 20 years old , is the girl that what does not understand , she where can understand a man, one is married man, wife not when the flavour of side. Her heart innocent such as a little girl.
Perhaps A sees self to so want have no intention feel and say those words, W has no objection. He puts forward requirement more boldly unexpectedly, think of handle Chen go to the inside of swimming suit to feel. W has understood right off. She is so angry that can't help throwing off the hand of A, " I do not want to have studied , I have returned " say that go on bank. A is pulling her at the back , calls her, her head does not be also returned. Now day, it is already dark, it is not very clear that the thing on sandy beach sees. W has found own slippers, A has not found.
W has not also arrived again to locker room to go to change clothes , and it is a set of to go outside clothing , go. The body is still wet. A barefoot is following at the back. W a word also does not say that hates self at heart very much: Why want a person and a man to come to study swim , fortunately, there are seaside person, want nobody, that self is not miserable. A is apologizing at the back: Sorry. I think that you are those very casual girl. Yes, because just begin , W has not prevented the disorder of A to feel , so, A thinks that W is very casual girl. " moreover, I am also not supernatural, I am person " A is still making excuses for self. " yes, you are not supernatural , are person, but you are not animal. You are animal, you are also high-grade animal. Person has reason, only elementary animal has no reason. " W is calling road at heart. She also does not want to say a word with A again. She when preceding go desperately, she wants to return to dormitory soon only.
W returns dormitory. She no matter
W returns to dormitory to rush cools , have washed clothing. Her air has to want to throw swimming suit to fall or cut off. This swimming suit or A snatches have paid money. But think that have washed still , have received to get up. She will put. She wants to let this swimming suit tell self and any a man to want maintenance , is away from. From that, W has not also gone to study swimming , and then have also not taken off sea again , has not also crossed swimming suit.
W does not blame A,
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