Papa flows out tear

Papa

Few days before, home of the house opposite marries daughter. For more than 10 years, I see still for the first time in this that woman marries from parents' home. It is very lively , but marries woman compared with countryside or differs from far. Countryside marries female relative friend adult child a lot of person, knock Luo dozen drums, fireworks firecracker, most lively cry still to marry. When my hometown, is that town is also so, daughter gets married , go , the person of parents' home will cry to marry , cry the more murder is the more good, normally, it is grandmother and the mother of woman , cries well sad. Ability happy event, as a result, it is the shape of funeral arrangement to cry to resemble. I do not like , is so. It is original, beginning is lively, as soon as person goes , is lonely , still cries.

Marry by oneself before remembering decade , have not cried originally, but as soon as hearing that mother cries , self can't help to flow out tear. My person is so , can not see that others cries , others cries , I will come to tears at the same time. Have gone luckily very quickly. Mother has cried how long, I also do not know. In second day, younger sister gets married , I have returned. Just return door originally in 3th day, but younger sister gets married , I will surely return. I and younger sister are married by the same year , differ one day. It is same day originally, but father fears that the person in village speaks , says that saves a wine water money , so separates day.

Younger sister gets married for that day, mother has cried , papa has also cried. After younger sister goes , papa sits before lonely domestic door , resembles woman shape, tell while crying , is well sad. Doing me also flow out tear. I do not know me to get married , papa has cried , have no. I also do not understand papa why cry , are you sad, sorry, worried? Has daughter gone , do not know what is the future of daughter? Does he rest assured to be no less than? It is the 4th time that I see that papa flows out tear , flows out tear in public. Not know papa have , flow out tear how many times quietly? Do not know the heart of papa have flowed how many times tear? I do not know.

Papa flows out tear for the first time is village last one the person that lets autumn to get dies. Papa cries well sad, that year I just 10 few years, when receiving wheat, that person gets liver cancer to die. Pa has dead elephant it is sad to kiss brother shape. Because of that person for papa than kiss brother to still kiss. Papa has not kissed brother, papa depends on each other since childhood with grandmother , passes time of Qing Ku , is passed together by him and papa. His pa difficult total station helps papa. Making money to contribute make idea. So when he dies , pa is well sad, do not see always to flow out tear he have also flowed out sad tear.

The second of papa flows out tear is grandmother dies , also is autumn that that has to die year, it is winter, snowflake falls out , fly. Papa cries hovering between life and death, tell while crying , tell a lifetime of grandmother. Then I am also sad, can not also advise papa to do not cry , papa can not all advise him now , can only let his grief send out. After grandmother dies , papa is right off old and a lot of , resembles old man. Who can not also understand that the leaving of grandmother is for the strike of papa.

After 3 years, we receive the another cable of city , say that the father of papa has died. Papa needs not to be domestic at that time. When papa brings me and elder brother to go to that city , sees only that the coffin of father covers papa. Papa two knees kneel , cry to say: I come late. This sentence " I come late " have papa how many feelingses. I am unknown. I can not understand the feelings of papa. I can not understand papa, is for the feelings of father that this one has never called " papa". When papa still does not be two years old, this person that lies in coffin has thrown away papa and grandmother. , though papa has not cried out he is " papa", however with them, flow out same blood, this is constant fact. I can do nothing about it to understand the sadness of papa. I can only accompany to flow out tear. This is pa flow out tear for 3 times.

In my a lifetime, I have seen papa only to flow out tear four times. Regardless of bitter, difficult, many grievances, he never flows out tear. However, this four times, for him heart how injury? I can not stroke this flat scar, nobody can stroke to level.

Papa, I do not want