2008年3月16日星期日

Our life has unknown

Our life has

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Person rushes about towards death since being born. It must not query that though the length of time is different, different road is together. Europe. The novel of Henry" finally a leaf" have described a apartment inside a girl who has contracted pneumonia , she for self life have been filled with despair, for having been filled with tomorrow, it is desperate. Lie on sickbed, she looks at , counts the tree besides window, autumn that withered and yellow fallen leaves in day, girl has a premonition, when the frequently green final time on rattan that a leaf wanders , that is the terminal point of her life. It is this to love life , likes the girl of drawing, and not want to die in this fallen leaves the time that wanders , but her mental world has been collapsed , have been close to death. Only hope is window the outside frequently green leaf on rattan. From number however, come , go to final 5 slices. Live in the downstairs old painter old shellfish that is disappointed Er is graceful, have played for 40 years paint brush, or separating with artistic goddess, there is considerable distance, the edge of the robe that links her has not been felt. He always says that will draw a masterpiece , but has not started work throughout. Only occasionally, having daubed somewhat besides commercial drawing or advertising drawing, for some years, no drawing passes what. After having heard of upstairs girl all these, this all the life has not drawn the person of masterpiece , uses the travel of his life, when climb fully the frequently green wall of rattan goes up , drawing has taken off a leaf. And after a night hardships, at the time of pulling open curtain of girl that companion palpitates with fear , the girl on sickbed has seen that slice of tenacious leaf , hangs still on frequently green rattan. That is old painter shellfish Er graceful is frequently green with life for girl to be climbing fully the wall of rattan goes up drawing has made that slice of leaf, also hit because hardships is sprinkled , old painter has contracted pneumonia and does not treat at last. Have seen that slice of tenacious leaf, girl new point has lit the lamp small cup of life.

Life is not novel. Our life is actually fragile, actually very weak to can't help wind. My mother is having said for me before the death , repairs a person not easy. Home of old man is compendious as saying , but is contained too many. I like especially a word " life is a process, only work will be just understood. " this world has been filled with unknown, it is unknown that our life has been filled with. We can not estimate everything , can only extend along with the length of time.

These days come , net online friend because of soaking " unique color Taipei" soul pass away country, let I when feel sentimental at the same time, it is also thinking deeply. Actually, our life is limited really, and is faced with so many unknown, so, from this meaning, say that optimism is open-minded, calmness gentle meet to belong to our life is each minute of and enough. As if that song " name and sharp what thing, livelihood does not bring to stubbornly refuse to bring. "

Often say with friends, go each time funeral parlor the time of seeing off other person , metropolis has feeling , can have inspiration. But go to reality , become self can not know self. The destiny of a person for self is not satisfactory , fabricate story by every possible means , mould self again and support self, he even does not fear that the story fabricated by oneself is so preposterous, it is to how to cannot bear to attack that self moulds own image, and those so called faith that supports self is also so fragile. At this time, the hypocritical pursuit of human nature and that is been insatiably avaricious and is wanted for doing good to is mad , has no the his , is also dangerous.

That day is gone out , just one goes out a burst high wind the form of job hunting that takes in hand sweeps go. Yesterday goes to food market, shit unexpectedly by a birds on trousers, have simply with the ginger great-grandfather of " assign supernatural roll " to put together, when brief sense is unlucky, actually, feels relieved very much, who knows that can occur what every day?

What we actually most do not know is self, what can not most know in advance is future , even take off a minute of, a second of clock. This dynamic world does not have us to dominate , moreover you have dominated this world you again can how? Institute is happy , learns to feel grateful , learns abandonment , learns open-mindedness, it is very beautiful that you can feel , enjoy very much.

It is living

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